So fast?

Assalamualaikum.




AAAAAA lama gila tk update post okay. Been very busy, tengok semua form 3 pun tk update blog je haha. 3 days left. Wuuuuu.


So semalam ada majlis Mohon Restu & susun meja dekat sekolah. It was quite.......simple. I mean not all the teachers were there & so it kinda cut off our mood to apologise for everything we've done. In the end, kitorang salam cikgu cikgu yang tk pernah ajar kitorang or even worse....... tak kenal. Thats bad y'know. Well anyway, kata nak mintak berkat kan.


Basically I apologise to those teachers for sleeping in their class hehe. Oh & for not finishing those homeworks they gave. Cause im cool liddat. Ceh kepala lutut, nak exam ni weh ish ish.


& masa susun meja, everything was messed up and everyone was so blur and dont really know what to do. It was terrible. Kaa students conquered the first row, RK1 students second and half of the third row and followed by RK2 and A class. My place is in the third row, in the middle of the hall. & my surrounding is okay I guess? Haziqah ariffin on my left, lingesh on my left, alya at the back and azni infront of me. Oh yeeeeees haziqah hashim is 2 seats away from me. Bestfriend forever gitu? Ngeh ngeh.


We cleared up everything by 11. So we had plenty of time and we decided to study. Everyone was everywhere. Oh & yes, i'm freaking sad because I had to split up with those boys in my class. I mean, all this while, we had exams with their presence near us so now it is kinda awkward...... not having them around. They cheer up most of my days. I guess those girls from RK1 felt the same. We basically are a family, can't be separated ♥


& I remember Yong brought his alarm clock on the last day of exam. Was it trial or mid year? It was very funny because his clock basically remind teacher that " the exam is over you better collect our paper quickly because we got to enjoy! " Awh shoot, 2011 is ending? Yeah that is kinda pleasant to hear but no, i'm gonna miss 'em :(




Wait this is long enough. I got books waiting to be done and brain waiting to be crazy. Till then, i'm gonna update before PMR. Au revoir, xo

A good one

Copied this from Hanis Zalikha's blog. This is seriously  A GREAT motivation for those who are going to sit for a big exam ; ME.




"Imagine there is a bank account that credits your account each morning with $86400. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening, the bank deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out every cents of course? Each of us has such a bank. Its name is TIME. Every morning it credits you with 86400 seconds. Every night, it writes off as lost, whatever of these you have failed to invest to a good purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no overdraft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night it burns the remains of the day. If you fail to use the day's deposit, the loss is yours. There is no drawing against 'tomorrow'. You must live in the present of today's deposit. Invest it so as to get from it the utmost in health, happiness and success. The clock is running. Make the most of today."






I still have 2 weeks left. WE still have. Lets make the best out of anything we have. Be confident, not over confident. Fight till the end. Let our future self be proud of us. We, can do it.

Syahirah Huda

Precious gem ♥

I won't give up

" Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Engkau yang Maha Mengetahui segalanya apa yang tersirat dan tersurat. Sesungguhnya Engkau yang Maha Mengurniakan, yang Maha Mendengar. Maka Ya Allah, aku hambamu yang lemah, memohon kepadamu Ya Allah, Engkau kurniakanlah kekuatan buat hambamu ini. Engkau cekalkan lah jiwaku, tabahkan lah hatiku serta kuatkan lah semangatku. Andai mampu aku ubah takdirku, izinkan lah aku. Andai aku telah jauh dari-Mu, bawalah ku pulang. Ya Allah, Engkau yang Maha Pengasih, andai ada jodoh antara aku dengan si dia, maka Engkau panjangkan lah jodoh kami agar kami mampu mengikat hubungan kami dalam satu ikatan yang sah. Agar kami mampu menjadi yang halal antara satu sama lain. Kau izinkan lah supaya hubungan kami indah seperti dahulu. Kau izinkanlah kegembiraan datang menjelma dan kesedihan pergi membawa diri. Engkau izinkanlah agar kami bersatu. Ya Allah, sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mendengar, Engkau Maha Mengasihani. Aku mohon kepada-Mu Ya Allah... Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin "






Yakin. Ye, aku perlu yakin dengan kuasa Allah & diri aku sendiri. Walau apa pun terjadi, aku telah berjanji, selagi hayat dikandung badan, selagi ingatan mampu mengingati, aku akan tetap menyayanginya. Biarlah dugaan datang menimpa, biarlah mulut manusia berkata-kata. Aku hanya perlu yakin. InsyaAllah.










I promised you. We said pinky swear, we said purple swear. I hope somewhere deep inside your heart, there's still place for me. There's still my name. & as for me, I won't leave your heart. And you will remain strongly, inside my heart. 

God decides

Assalamualaikum :)


Fate. 


Everybody has their own fate. Either you like it or not, God have decided your pathway of life. When will you die, how long will you live, when will you reach your happiness and when will you fall in love. Everything, is God's will.


I can't run away from my fate. Nobody can. True that. But yes! You can change your fate. Allah itu Maha Adil. Allah itu Maha Mendengar. Sesungguhnya jika seseorang itu berusaha untuk mengubah haluan dan takdir hidupnya, maka dengan izin-Nya insyaAllah, segalanya akan terjadi. Kata Allah, " Kun Fayakun " bermaksud, maka jadilah. ( correct me if i'm wrong )


Kekuatan. 


Kekuatan jiwa dan raga bukan lahir secara tiba-tiba. Bukan muncul entah dari mana. Bukan hadir menawarkan khidmatnya. Bukan jua hilang untuk kita mencarinya. Sesungguhnya, kekuatan itu harus dibina. Hati yang kental, semangat yang teguh dan jiwa yang tidak mudah rapuh. Sesungguhnya, satu resipi yang sangat susah untuk dituruti..




“Tidak ada  suatu musibah pun yang menimpa seseorang kecuali dengan izin Allah; dan barangsiapa yang beriman kepada Allah, nescaya Dia akan memberi petunjuk kepada hatinya. Dan Allah Maha Mengetahui segala sesuatu.” (Surah At-Taghaabun:11)




Kan? Allah itu Maha Pengasih. Aku pernah terbaca dekat satu website ni, tk ingat lah sama ada ini ayat hadis atau surah tapi katanya, " Allah menurunkan ujian kepada hambanya kerana Dia merinudkan rintihan dan tangisan hambanya memohon bantuan-Nya ". Sesungguhnya, mengadulah kepada Allah..




Wahai orang-orang yang beriman! Mintalah pertolongan dengan sabar dan solat, sesungguhnya Allah bersama-sama orang yang sabar. [al-Baqarah: 153]




" Dan berilah berita gembira bagi orang-orang yang bersabar. "
- Al-baqarah, 155 -












Innalillah...

What am I doing here

This is freaking scary.

Wake me up when September ends.

Lol.

No be serious i gotta study bye.

Thank God

Alhamdulillah :')

Through thick and thin, up & down,

You were there for me all the time with no doubt.

More to come, baby.

Lots of love, xoxo

I'm tired

Assalamualaikum :)


See, you shoudnt get me started on blogging again because i know i wont stop -.- Luckily today is Sunday, means no laptop for the rest of the week. Wohooo! *awkward silence*


So anyway, referring to the title, Yes i'm tired. Not like tired as in I ate too much ( :p ) or from the visits to cousins house or from getting duit raya<----- very impossible.


But this tired i'm talking is the tired i get from studying. from thinking too much. from those negative thoughts. and most importantly, from the pressure......PRESSURE.


God, the trial is in less than a month.... PRESSUREEEEEE!


Yes, that one. Hahaha I somehow rather find it funny because i can't remember when was the last time I get panic for big exams. I wasnt like this when I had my UPSR. Just those goofy-butterflies feelings in my stomach and thats just it.


But this time, it's different :/ I get panic whenever i'm not able to answer any question or whenever i think about " what if i dont..... what if im not able to get.... "  What if this and what if that. Just so you know, too much of " what if " can give you the same pressure amount just like when you have to choose between kinder bueno or ferrero roche. Okay crap.


I'm tired for the fact that I need (!) to push myself more to get better..... no, excellent results. Daily weekdays routine = School in the morning, studying alone in the evening and studying with mum at night. & if mum have classes at night, means the studying alone routine will be continued at night.


Wait..... is it just me complaining about this or is it everyone is having the same routine and they're not complaining? Oh well, what can I do. I have to keep moving forward and stay strong, dont give up & stay positive until the big exam approach.


Much much thanks to everyone who has been giving supports. xoxo ♥






Well, back to reality readers. Books await. Au revoir, xo.

Trial PMR

Assalamualaikum.


Budak budak tu dok complain " Fatin! Kenapa kau tak update blog? " " Fatin, bila nak update? Penat aku tunggu. " " Fatin cepatla update jangan la malas ". Hakikatnya aku memang pemalas ngiahaha.


Okay fine. Long story short, just a quick one.


As far as you know, pmr 2011 candidates had taken their trial week before Eid and this is the result week. Pui. How i freaking hate this week.


This trial was bombastic. Managed to make most of the rkian students to burst into tears. Yes, including me. I guess everyone was disappointed with their results. Me? I am more than disappointed. I suck really bad this time.


Thats why they say ; One moment you're on top, the next minute you're below.


& now i'm studying like hell and i guess sleeping is no longer important in my daily routine. Tsk tsk how sad. It's okay. Bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian.

Note to self : Study and stay strong. Dont give up, dont die. Mwehehe.

So am I

" Wow, I'm such an awful daughter. I feel so bad!!! I wanna stay in my room or go somewhere far away from here until I'm confident enough to get straight A's! Can I just spent another 3 weeks studying alone? I don't feel like seeing people. I'm such a disgrace T_T anyone wants to change place wih me? Make my parents proud, please?  " - Anis Syafiqah