1 am rant

It's literally 1 am now.
I am 18 & currently in a university.
Life has been so harsh & tough lately.
I lost friends and relationships.
I lost confidence.
I sleep late and I totally had no rest at all.
I have to survive classes everyday.
I have to handle my insecurities seeing beautiful people around me.
I tried so hard to not let myself drown in my own depression.
I finally now know how to not get too attached to someone.
But despite all these frustrations and hard moments,
I am okay.


 Someday when I read this again, I would want to remember that I'm 18, struggling to survive university life and I am okay.

Betray

She's the girl in blue
Feeling so happy and true
Hoping for a start of something new.

Until one day she is seen crying
Her dad is leaving, her family is breaking
She's left with nothing but her heart aching.

How could her dad walk away
When he was always the hero of the day
She sat in the corner, crying and pray
Hoping that God would let him stay.


Just because he is the only man she thought would never betray.