Farewell

Okay, so this is it.


This shall be my last post until my next return. In few minutes time, I'll be going to Johor with mum and sissy. The tomorrow is the registration day. I AM SORRY for not being able to update about my last day in Brp.. But I just want everyone to know that it is a sad day indeed. I cried an ocean with everyone. To those who I didnt get the chance to say goodbye, I am vewwwwy sorry. Too much things to do, too short period of time. I'll be back in 3 weeks time, so yes please miss me! :)


Au revoir loves, everyone will not be forgotten and will be missed. Muah muah.

Alhamdulillah, syukur pada Mu Ya Allah.

Alhamdulillah :') Memang bersyukur sangat, tak terhingga rasanya. Walaupun tak dapat sekolah yang dipinta, walau berusaha kuat macam mana pun nak dapatkan sekolah yang tu, tapi takde rezeki kan. Apa nak buat :) Nasib baik Nasha pun dapat Mrsm sama. Alhamdulillah juga :)

Boleh jadi sesuatu yang kamu suka itu tidak baik buat kamu dan sesuatu yang kamu tidak suka itu sebenarnya yang terbaik buat kamu. Allah Maha Mengetahui :)

So I leave everything to Allah. He knows what is the best for me. May this decision be the right one. Ya Allah, Engkau tabahkan lah hati hamba-Mu ini. Engkau permudahkanlah segala urusanku. 

Barang tak siap lagi, baru buat list je. Mana nak terkejar kejar cari barang, nak beli baju Mrsm, nak cari stok makanan(HARUS!), nak jumpa semua orang sebelum pergi, nak print out pictures. Hari isnin minggu depan dah kena daftar, hari ahad pergi johor. Memang banyak masa pun? Hmm :(

This is a thing I should be excited about but why oh why is my heart crying? To leave BRP is one of the hardest decisions in life. To leave my classmates, my bestfriends, my cute teachers, my secret admirers (Lol on that please) and to leave my family & bed :( Rahmanians forever, insyaAllah ♥

When the love reunite

Assalamualaikum! :)


I am vewwwwy sorry for this late update. I've been busy spending my holiday with my loved ones and yes, being a lazy ass to write it all out :p But since anis qurratu ain asked me to update my blog then yes, I shall do it. :) Ain, bangga please aku update ni sebab kau tau, hahaa.


Referring to the last picture I posted, yes we had an outing. An awesome one indeed with my rkians family ♥ We went to One Utama last Wednesday, with excited feelings and indescribable feelings of missing each other badly. We meet up infront of GSC & bought The Devil's Inside ticket! The movie is PG18 but hey, who cares? We dont know when will we die so yes, make the best out of everything! :)

At first, those boarding school kids decided not to watch this movie because they're friggin' scared :p After they have been persuaded by fatin *cough the comel *cough, they said yes! Hip hip hurraaaah! :D Movie starts at 11.30 so we walked in two groups. The boys went for breakfast and the girls went for shopping! As usual, teehee :3


& then, it's movie time! When we were passing through the so-called-cinema-guards, they stopped us and asked if we're really 18 years old? We said yeah and they asked for our identity cards. We got panicked and stuffs haha seriously. But Azni & Chuan had a slowtalk with them so they let us in. Because apparently, the guards were the former students of SMKBRP so they let us in. :D

We bought two rows of seats because, I forgot to mention, there were 18 of us came that day. Imaaaaagine the havoc, haha. Adriana & An-nisaa sat beside me :) Overall, the movie was asdfghjkl scary. Too many satanic scenes and I have to warn you, if you have the intention on watching this movie, make sure you have high level of faith in Allah. Don't get too focus in watching this movie. Satanic and Christian movie, yeah.

But seriously, it was great. There were only us and one chinese family in the hall. So basically, we weren't afraid to scream our lungs out. You could tell, the boys are cowards. Seriously. Asyrul, Haziq azfar & Ridha kept on escaping the horror scenes by going to the toilet :p & Haziq literally covers his face with his hands and hoodies all the time. The funniest part was, I had to admit, everyone almost cursed everytime scary scenes appear! There's this one part where everyone in the hall was quiet and suddenly Mariam shouted, "Oh shit!" Hahahaha we laughed really hard.

Movie ended at around 1 so we went for lunch & performed our Zohor prayer :)

Bbq chicken for lunch. Yummaaay.

The gay dudes.

Since we got no plans after that, we decided to play bowling! Thanks to Haziq & Azni for paying it for us :) We took two lanes ; boys and girls each lane. 

I look retarded. Hahaha seriously..

Bajet pro.

Geram sangat sebab asyik masuk longkang. Mental disorder, haha.

Those pictures were from Haziq's iphone so yeah, thanks! :) After those small bowling tournament among us, we wandered around the mall and had fun talking and laughing. We bought candies from Candylicious! 

Thanks for this, ashie. :)

& Deanna, the pretty form 5 girl treated me Garrets popcorn because I helped her with something. Uuuu we were all happy about that though :p

We headed home at around 8. It was a day well spent with my RKians family :) After about a month of not seeing each other, it was a great meet up. Because being with them really makes me happy. It's not that they know how to create a smile on face, but they know how to create smiles AND laughters. Ain't they lovely? I just laaaav them ❤

Okay as usual, there MUST be pictures! :p

I look so cute and innocent. Hahaha not.

Couple of the day! :)

My girls ❤

Family since 2009, until forever. InsyaAllah! :)

❤  ❤ ❤ ❤

Asyrul, Haziq, Me

Weh asyrul, kau kat mana?

Aku nak pergi solat ni. Kau dah solat belum? Islam tak?

Abang Mckk dah insaf. Bagus.

Cant be denied

Hai. Hari ni dah hari Selasa kan? Okay! Tak sabar nak jumpa Rkians family! Will update later with pictures and stuffs. Yeaaaayers xx

This world is no longer a safe place

JOHOR BARU: The charred remains found on Thursday at an oil palm plantation here at Nusa Damai in Masai has been confirmed as five year-old Nurul Nadirah Abdullah, or Dirang, based on DNA-test conducted by Chemistry Department

Seri Alam police chief Superintendent Roslan Zainuddin confirmed the charred remains as Nurul Nadirah, after sample taken from the remains matched her biological mother's Roselyn Alan, 25.

Roslan said the department confirmed at remains at the Sultan Aminah Hospital's mortuary were of the missing girl.

The charred remains found on Thursday in the plantation, is about 20KM away from the Seri Delima Flats four-storey walk-up flats at Bandar Seri Alam here, where Dirang shared with her mother, brother, step-sister, grandmother and her aunt.

Dirang, was reported missing on Mac 1, by her mother after she walked down alone to the grocery store downstairs, at the block next door to buy eggs and instant noddles.

Roselyn gave Dirang RM4 to buy eggs and two packets of maggie mee.

After 30 minutes, when Dirang failed to return, Roselyn, who is in confinement after delivering a baby girl recently, sent her six-year-old son to look for the girl, but was futile.

After looking for her in vain, a missing person report was lodged.

Ya Allah... seriously? Is this what world that Allah have given us turned into? What iz kind? Don't you learn when you went to school? DONT YOU KNOW WHAT IS THE MEANING OF PUNISHMENTS IN AFTERLIFE BY ALLAH?

Astaghfirrullahalazim....

I am sad, when I got to know about the news. Pretty and innocent 5 years old girl, got murdered and burned when she went to the shop alone to buy eggs and maggie. Okay let's see, here are my personal point of view.

1) How could you let a kid, whom you could still call a baby girl, off to the shop alone? Without adults supervision? Without knowing what danger she might face on the way to the shop? Without knowing what kind of people exist in this world nowadays? Someone please, I NEED ANSWERS TO THOSE QUESTIONS!

2) She is just a little girl! What in the world... What kind of animals are these cruel people? Even animals love their children! Even lion would attack you just to protect their children. So now define, what creature are these cruel aliens? They shouldnt be called humans because as Allah have said, He gifted humans with the ability to think so that you would be different from animals. Have you ever thanked Allah for that? 

Ya Allah, long sigh for this. I have a sister, same age with Nadirah. I've imagined what would it be if this happens to my sister? Ya Allah, Engkau jauhkanlah semua ini daripada keluargaku, keluarga rakan-rakanku serta yang dekat denganku. What has this world turned into?

I dont blame her parents in this case, though. The cruel aliens should be blamed. Because what is done can never be undone. Let this be a warning to other parents to take care of their kids and family... Alfatihah.. :(

MasyaAllah.....

Rules are meant to be broken anyway

Assalamualaikum! :)




Teehee sorry, this post happened two weeks ago & I was being such a lazy ass to update blog so yeah, pardon me teehee. It was Saturday, and we had replacement school day so obviously, me *cough being a good student *cough came to school that day :p


& only 6 students from my class came that day, including me. Luckily hajar came as well, I wasnt going to die alone caused by boringness though :D So hmm during mathematics period that morning, I had this one crazy idea.


Since I was starving to death, I joked around with Hajar about calling McD & ask them to send delivery to our school & stuffs. & suddenly she was like yeah! we should do that! And so, we did. ^__^ 


Disebabkan aku baik, aku sanggup jalan jejauh naik kelas Saga....... Hehe padahal takdelah jauh mana pun -.- Saja nak ajak budak budak kelas agama ni buat jahat sikit x) Busuknya hati kan hahaha takdelah, dorang pun mesti nak makan Mcd jugak :) So kutip order daripada dorang, call Mcd guna public phone sekolah je :p & order sampai 45 minit kemudian!


Since kitorang ada order aiskrim, kitorang simpan dulu aiskrim dekat peti sejuk kantin. Waktu rehat tu, kitorang pergi kantin ambik aiskrim & angkut makanan semua naik kelas Saga! :D 


It was fun, totally. Sorry no pictures since we're not allowed to bring cameras to school :/ But yeah I want to show pictures of the receipt. Lol macam berpuluh orang makan padahal......

taktahulah makan ke melantak...

Wordless Wednesday #11 ; 2011 memories, Ridha Innocent.

Just some thoughts of mine

Memandang bulan terang menyinari,
Menyusuri perasaan tiada yang memahami,
Meluahkan kata tapi tidak didengari,
Mengharapkan diri ini sentiasa diingati.

fatinsuraya

Adriana Nadhirah!

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, GIRLFRIEND! ♥

Hey lady, take good care of yourself dekat asrama! I miss you loads... Aku rindu nak gaduh dengan kau, nak buat kau annoyed, nak cari pasal everyday, nak sakat kau dengan budak form 5 tu, nak kacau kau :(

Taknak balik ke....? :(

Gay dude foweverrr

Last friday, I heard Asyrul's voice calling my name. I searched for him in the class, only to see his empty place as a result. Sad.. I miss him and his jokes and his annoying attitude. I hope asyrul & murshid are doing great. God knows how much I miss them. I miss calling murshid as zayn malik BRP.... I miss my gay dudes :(

Last year's RK camp.. 

Girlfriend's birthday!

Wherever we go, we're together

How will it be when I dont have you by my side forever?

You've been by my side through rain or shine,

Please bestest bestfriend, forever be mine.

Hey, I know you're reading

So please, stop crying :p

fatinsuraya.

Heeeey bestest girlfriend, Happy 16th birthday! ♥

I can't do much for you on your birthday, so this is the least I could do. Thanks babe, for being by my side all these while. For our moments together, I'll never forget. You're great, I couldnt ask for more. Lots of laaaaf!

I tried to start a trending for her birthday. Ajak ramai ramai join buat hashtag tu sebab nak bagi trending dekat Twitter punya pasal. As you can see.. Alyaa Azman, Yaya Johan, Yami & Saffwan pun join so yeah I am happy for that! :) I hope she is too. Hehe.

Take care babe, to infinity and beyond.. xoxo!