Nikmat ditarik Allah

Nikmat apa? 

Nikmat kesihatan, nikmat berfikir, nikmat selera makan macam gajah, nikmat aktif. 

So urm yes hai, I am currently in rahman putra & it has been a week. Why oh whyy lol no dont question my return bcs I know you're jealous. Pardon me, I'm high on chocs now I dont know what drugs they put in.


Selasa lepas ialah hari pendaftaran form 1 peringkat maktab wah wah grand je bunyi beri tepukan sikit. Grand hotakmu tercabut segala skru kaki aku ni. Tapi happy sebenarnya!! Serious tak tipu ni *muka suci berseri* Sebab sebab sebab diisytiharkan(kan dah kata bunyi grand semacam) hari selasa tu merupakan hari tiada persekolahan!! Nampak tak betapa excitednya.

So semua student form 2 & 5 kena jadi helpless eh silap helpers. Siapa yang bertugas bahagian pendaftaran lalulintas and so on kena pakai baju batik manakala kami yang helpess ni hanya bertugas membawa family untuk daftar so kena pakai baju cleaners eh silap baju outing. Mohon tiada guru guru maktab yang baca blog ni or I'll be dead meat.

Ratio satu helper patutnya 2 atau 3 family and setiap kelas ada different station so station kelas aku dekat tepi dewan menghadap jalan besar wah wah pagi pagi lagi dah dapat hirup udara segar uuuu semangat habis. Helpers perempuan kena handle family junior perempuan and lelaki handle lelaki aisey melayang peluang gua nak usha adik adik comelz kahkah gatai. Adik angkat aku nama dia Aisyah :) family dia serious baik gila ya Allah alhamdulillah dapat kenal family ni weh!!! Mak ayah dia loving gila. Masa bawak pergi koperasi nak beli cadar and baju batik and stuffs, mak dia belikan aku air and biscuits lepastu pi PUM mak dia belikan burger ya Allah baiknya. Bila balik asrama, mak dia bagi duit belanja rm 50 & mak dia suruh aku jadi anak angkat dia. Mak dia suruh panggil ibu ayah omg part ni memang sayu habis asdfghjkl nasib baik gua kental tak meleleh depan parents dia.

Lepas hantar dorang pergi taklimat, tolong homeroom Genius pulak jual Genblog ala acah acah coolblog gitu siap dengan pearls and hersheys sauces and chocolate rice. Memang daripada tahun lepas aku melibatkan diri dgn homeroom haziqah ni setiap kali dorang bukak kedai. Semua benda selesai dalam pukul 3 pergh masatu memang kaki dah goyang habis, jalan balik asrama pun longlai je sebab penat sangat.

Malam tu demam panas gila temperature 40 something ha ambik kau, kalau rebus telur memang boleh la. Bagitau warden tapi warden suruh rehat je, esok kalau tk okay baru pi klinik. Aku dah melalak sebab tk tahan panas sangat, muka pun mengalahkan zombie cerita Walking Dead. 

Esoknya pi sekolah macam biasa, bangun pagi tu ingatkan dah okay so biasa ah tough kan kena lah pergi sekolah. Sekali tu kat sekolah memang menggigil habis, lepas kelas addmaths terus pergi pejabat ambik borang nak pi klinik. Cakap dengan encik Jaffali nak pi Regency Hospital sbb ada kad insurans so ingatkan boleh admitted, sekali insurans aku tk panel dengan hospital tu. kalau nak admitted jugak kena bayar deposit one thousand.... Bukak dompet pun keluar lalat celah ceruk mana aku nak cari one thousand :(((( so pergi klinik kesihatan masai jela yang mampu. Ambik darah & masuk air & dapat mc 3 hari so trenenee balik lah rumah makcik :D

Tapi keadaan tak bertambah pulih pun so mama book flight khamis malam, balik kl. weweee bahagianya hati ni ecewah tapi sebenarnya sedih sebab kena skip class eh kita kan nak spm tahun ni so kena lah serious :( kalau tahun lepas dapat mc macamni memang aku tk pandang kiri kanan dah terus lari balik kl huahua buruknya perangai. Dah balik kl, mama bawak pergi ambik darah kat tropicana hospital & dapat result, positive Influenza B :(

Masa form 1 dulu kena influenza A which is H1N1 so influenza B ni penyakit baru which is H5N1.. Scary tak scary tak.. Boleh bawak maut & berjangkit oleh itu haruslah dikuarantinkan. Menyampah duduk hospital sbb bosan sorang sorang!! Makan ubat tidur tengok tv mandi itulah kerja aku hari hari kat hospital. So now alhamdulillah dah balik rumah tapi still kena kuarantin sampai vaccine habis which is another 2 days alhamdulillah huray huraaaay!!

Panjang habis type ni. Nak masuk gambar sebenarnya tapi ipad ni tidak mengizinkan ish. Maaf, lain kali mungkin.


Pecah kaca pecah gelas, saya nak pi mandi pantun ni takde irama hahaha au revoir.

Somewhere along the journey

I thought of making that as my new blog url.


So hey there, it has been ages since I last updated this old dusty rusty blog. Sorry bby I just lost my writing skill (has it ever been any before?) so which answers why I am not updating my blog since I got home from boarding school.

One day left... to 2013. Time is surely flying. 2012 has been a rollercoaster for me. There has been ups and downs(though I shall say most of the time it's negative) moments and each of 'em has surely brought changes into my life. Which is why I am a new me.

Lol on that. Still the same annoying joyah hyperactive crazy loud crybaby lame fatin. Peace.


But yeah somehow I've changed. From the way I think, the way I handle things, the way I handle my emotions, the way I interact with people around me & most important thing of all, my relationship with Allah. Alhamdulillah, ever since I'm one of mjsc jb's students, I've changed in terms of getting closer to Allah The Almighty. I learn to cover my aurat properly, I wear socks bcs I finally realize my feet is part of aurat & I try to spend more time each day to get closer to Allah. This.. is one of the feelings I have that is growing in my heart and God's will, I will always feel this way. Syukran, Ya Allah.

Boarding school has been good. I learnt new things, gained new experiences, make new friends and learnt to be independent..? Hah hah. Olahraga & Orange Run were my bestest memories of all. Out of the college with friends, long journeys in the bus, playing kucipak to kill the boredom, outings at night after the tournaments & persuading the coach to let us skip school after a longgg and tiring journey(though we failed most of the time lulz). 

4 Canopus' classmates and Excellent homeroom family has been great. Without them, tiny part of me would die. Somehow.. Lols. I spent most of my time with them. In class, after school, during prep. It has always been the same faces well I cant escape and it is so suffocating lol joke joke joke. The peeps are great, we're a family. But what is a family without conflicts, ay? Yepp we do fight, a lot. I remember the night before going back for raya, we were cleaning up our room and packing stuffs to go back and I had a fight with my homeroom members for some stupid reason I shall say. & thats why I said, I now know how to control my emotions(due to stupid arguments with them actually so thank you lulz).

& yes, my homeroom members are my classmates(approximately 2 homerooms per class)


I think I typed too much up there... Lols on me. I will let the pictures talk bcs I bet you are tired of those letters(bajet macam ada reader je -.-)

This is the classmates.

B3-2-29 Omg I miss my dormmates :(

My first ever junior yang tidur together x)

The KLCC guy. Thaqif, the pres & unfortunately me, as the vice pres.

GIRLSSS NIGHT OH MY GOD.

Or I shall say masqvint night. 

During PUM night. :)

Akilah from MRSM Baling, Kedah.
Met her during the Festival Seni at my college :)

In the bus, on the way back to KL.

Semua menganjing pose aku lempang sekor sekor kang.

@ Toys R Us during one of our outings B-)

The girls omg loves.

Semester One ; nerd faces.

Done with our finals form Semester Two & we straight went out for outing.

Watched the movie Sinister!

An-nisaa came to my college for the festival seni! :D

Hey college, see you in 2 days T__T

It's 2 am now and I'm finally satisfied. Will update later about my new blog url. Till then, Assalamualaikum & au revoir! X

See you

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Kerana itu merugikan, jadikan dirinya ISTERI"

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..... To me, promises are not meant to be broken. I'll see you in the future.

Somehow

I miss updating this blog. I miss writing continuously, telling the whole world about my feelings. About my life, my thoughts. I love writing. What happened? Where did everything went wrongggggg?!

Lol macam putus cinta.

It's 1.30 am now nd I am seriously sleepy will update later. Oh yes btw, thought of changing this blog url. 

Welcome, new month.

May you be a month full of joy & happiness.

Have a blessed Ramadhan, everyone.

Take care, xx

A whole new thing

I'm going back to Johor in few hours time. Yes, we're still in Ramadhan which means I'll be fasting at maktab with friends, not family. That saddens me a lot. I've never been far from family all these while, especially during Ramadhan.


Breathless.


It is going to be hard at first, I know. Waking up in the morning for sahur with your friends, breakfasting with your friends. Not being able to go to bazaar with your family and gather at the dining table when Maghrib is approaching. Memories will always remain memories.


I'm still at home now but I'm already drown in my own tears.


I'm gonna miss my family a lot. My little sister. Life at boarding school seems so lonely with the same routine everyday. Another 4 weeks to go till my next return. 


Till then, au revoir xx

How time flies

• It's mid of July, 2012.
• I realise how time is flying so fast.
• I realise I think a lot lately & I keep things to myself a lot.
• I just dont know how to express my feelings anymore.
• Yes, I fake my smile just to let people know I'm still alive though I'm dead inside.
• Being far from family and your own place hurts a lot.
• I still want home after 4 months of living in boarding school.
• I still cant tolerate people who judge others easily.
• I still cant accept the fact that I'm reaching the end of being sixteen.
• I'm single after 2 yrs & 6 months relationship.
• I am still trying to stand up on my own.
• I keep myself busy at boarding school so that I would forget about the outside world.
• I hate some of my wardens.
• I'm glad I am finally able to cope with the studies.
• I hate the fact that I am going back to Johor tomorrow & spend a month of Ramadhan at boarding school, not family.
• I hate seeing people change & leave & forget everything we used to go through together.
• I'm heartless.
• I hate being ignored or left out.
• I am missing moments seeing my little sister growing up and that sucks.
• I just wish for Syawal with my perfect complete family.
• I am eager with the cooperation of MRSM with Mice to raise fund for people in Somalia.
• I don't open up my stories to anyone anymore.
• I keep things to myself.
• I keep things to myself.
• I keep things to myself.