How time flies

• It's mid of July, 2012.
• I realise how time is flying so fast.
• I realise I think a lot lately & I keep things to myself a lot.
• I just dont know how to express my feelings anymore.
• Yes, I fake my smile just to let people know I'm still alive though I'm dead inside.
• Being far from family and your own place hurts a lot.
• I still want home after 4 months of living in boarding school.
• I still cant tolerate people who judge others easily.
• I still cant accept the fact that I'm reaching the end of being sixteen.
• I'm single after 2 yrs & 6 months relationship.
• I am still trying to stand up on my own.
• I keep myself busy at boarding school so that I would forget about the outside world.
• I hate some of my wardens.
• I'm glad I am finally able to cope with the studies.
• I hate the fact that I am going back to Johor tomorrow & spend a month of Ramadhan at boarding school, not family.
• I hate seeing people change & leave & forget everything we used to go through together.
• I'm heartless.
• I hate being ignored or left out.
• I am missing moments seeing my little sister growing up and that sucks.
• I just wish for Syawal with my perfect complete family.
• I am eager with the cooperation of MRSM with Mice to raise fund for people in Somalia.
• I don't open up my stories to anyone anymore.
• I keep things to myself.
• I keep things to myself.
• I keep things to myself.