It's one of those days

Assalamualaikum, I shall start.






Pardon me for this all emosional and euw post but I just have to. Yeah. I am feeling down and lonely and tired and hopeless and sad. It's one of those days where the only thing I want to do is sit in a corner and cry. To ignore the world and live my own life. To put aside all the craps i've been getting and just smile all day along.


But no, life ain't that easy. You can't simply wake up in the cold breezy morning and expect that the day will be great for you and expect people around you would be happy as you are. It is so much more than that. It is life. An undefined phrase, something you don't know what it is but you keep on going. Moving on, moving forward. It's just sometimes, you fall into pieces and broken. You tried mending the pieces into one but yet, it keeps on breaking.


That is totally what I am feeling now. Broken. I just couldnt tell with what. Even chocolates could not repair all these.




And I say, to Allah I shall turn. To Him I shall cry, and mourn about everything. As He is the one who will never leave me, and never will get tired of listening. Ya Allah, You are The Most Compassionate....






It's just another emotional breakdown day.