When everything seems to be falling apart

You know those moments when you feel so alone? When everyone around you just couldnt be bothered on what is happening to you? When people you love so much are changing and leaving? It hurts, it hurts a lot. Some of you may or may not know how those really feels. But truth be told, it hurts. I'm tired with the society, with people around me, with life. I came to a point where everything is not worth fighting for anymore and I AM GIVING UP. Oh crap shit you dont understand me and you never will. I dont understand myself either. Because when all these things happen to you, all you wanna do is to bury yourself under the blanket and ignore the world. But could you do it? No! Because you have feelings and your mind wont stop thinking about everything. I always wonder, why do people I love always change and leave? They act as if I'm a pit stop, they came to say hi & make everything better and leave whenever they want to. It's like, i'm nothing. I'm invisible and I have a heart of a rock. For God sake people, it freaking hurts!! Seriously, I'm in a stage where I am giving up on everything. Whatever happens, happens. When I'm being nice, people'll stab me or use me. When I'm being a little bit evil, they say I'm the devil. What an ugly society. What an ugly community. What an ugly mentality. This, is what you call emotional breakdown. I don't talk to people, I dont chat with anyone on facebook, I dont update my Twitter. But I update my blog because it makes me feel as if I'm talking to someone. As if someone is listening and understand me totally.


I lose the one I love.






Bye.

Today's THE DAY

I cant believe i'm taking my result today. In few hours time.

What i'm feeling? This.

If only I could do, this.

Wordless Wednesday #2 ; Paint

Chelsea vs Manchester City

Assalamualaikum :)


Nak cerita ni, oi orang kampung mai semua dengar cepat!! Berita terhangat berita terkini!! Okay tk perlu pun, penyokong bola je sebenarnya hehe.


Malam tadi/pagi tadi pukul 4 am bersamaan dengan Selasa, 13 Disember merupakan satu perjuangan serious antara Chelsea & Manchester City. Sebelum ni MU kalah dengan MC, 6 - 1. Bolehke Chelsea mengalahkan MC atau Chelsea bakal menerima nasib seperti MU? Itu yang semua orang persoalkan.


Mari kita saksikan........







Alhamdulillah, Chelsea menang against Manchester City! Hah, in yo' face people! Sebelum ni pandang rendah sangat dekat Chelsea ugh. Mula-mula start game, Balotelli dah terus skor. Terkejut ada, pissed off pun ada. Minit ke 1.40 dah terus goal o.O Tapi menyampah tengok dia, bongkak habis.


Sekali tu Chelsea hentam balik & gol by Meireles!! :D Masa tu rasa nak menjerit pun ada tapi mengenangkan woi semua orang tidur dah nak pukul 5 pagi tu ish takpe, jerit dalam hati pun boleh. 

Hai Drogba. Hai Meireles n_n

& another gol masa penalty, by Lampard! That's the way aha aha I like it aha aha~ Yang ni memang tk kira apa dah masa Lampard goal, aku pun terus jerit goal !!!! Fuh, puas hati.

 Hai Terry. Hai Lampard ^_^

Final skor Chelsea 2 - 1 Manchester City :) Terdiam semua yang kutuk Chelsea semalam? *raises eyebrows* Tapi bersyukur sangat, ranking Chelsea pun number 3 sekarang ;)






Berbaloi stay up, tk tidur langsung semata-mata nak tunggu game pukul 4. I laf chu Chelsea ♥

Social networks = deactivated.
Phone = off.






Au revoir.

Wordless Wednesday #1 : Chocolates!

Another month, another beginning

Alhamdulillah, alive to feel December's presence.

Ahhh, so long meh no update blog? Lu pemalas gila ka? (Memang lebih dari gila)

Kali ni memang takde alasan kenapa tk update blog selain daripada MALAS. Huuuu hari hari duduk rumah makan mandi online tidur menggemukkan diri je, maka takde cerita apa pun yang boleh dijadikan sebagai update T___T

Anyways, Alhamdulillah dah Disember. Eh eh. maksudnya dah dekat dengan form 4? Eh 16? Ye fatin, terima hakikat anda semakin menjadi tua bukan muda x__x Uuuuu result pmr dalam 3 minggu lagi *JUMPS AROUND THE HOUSE HYSTERICALLY*

Sangat tak bersedia okay bye.