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Yellow.

Wohkay like for serious, i wanna cry badly. Someone ? :'( awaaaaak.

According to my older post, i drank nescafe and wanted to stay up till morning, aite ? Ohkay i did. Dah minum nescafe, mata bagi kerjasama till 2.30. Bila dah pukul 2.30, badan rasa macam penat. So i decided to lay down, dekat ruang tamu. BARING JE.

But as for backup, dah set alarm kuat kuat at 3. & they said they're gonna call me. So yeah, pergilah baring. Memang masa tu terus tertidur, as expected. Around 3, alarm berbunyi. then aku pegi tutup, idiot me. Around 3 something, lokman called. Aku angkat, aku siap bercakap lagi dengan dia. Aku ingat walaupun aku mamai. Then sedar tk sedar, faris ada message & misscall. Itu memang tk sedar langsung lah.

Nak tahu aku sedar pukul berapa ?

Bila bibik turun bawah and kejut aku, bangun untuk sahur. Tahu tak, pukul limaaaaaa.

Masa bangun tu memang nak menjerit dah tengok jam pukul berapa. Lepastu memang sumpah tetiba macam emo gila nak mampus. Mata dah berair masa tu, tinggal tunggu nak mengalir je kot airmata tu. Sebab aku dah macam seriously niat nak bangun malam tu, taknak tidur. Tapi sebabkan kelalaian sendiri, aku tertidur. Memang effingly sakit hati lah kan.

Ah still tengah sakit hati sekarang.

Aku rasa macam EEEE kenapalah aku bengap sangat pergi baring, kenapa aku tk stay up je &^$@#*!@%*&%^ !

Masa solat subuh kat surau pagi tadi pun almost nangis. Sebab macam stressed out gila and i just dont know what to do and who to talk to. Its like i prefer keeping it to myself nowadays.

EEEEE im living a dull life now. Sekolah, cepatlah start. Bosan ni, cuti tade menda nak buat. AHHH. I prefer going to school rather that sitting at home doing nothing.

Its 7.41 in the morning and im not going to tuition, since i dont have any transport. supposedly its azni's turn for this week, but ayah azni kena balik kampung, and adriana tk dapat amek cos she's going out with her mum and yamyam is sick. so yeah im stuck here all alone doing nothing except buhlogging here with no topic.

I need sleep. But i dont want to sleep. Sing me lullaby please.

Kak atiqah was suppose to come to my house practically 3 minutes ago. Dia nak pinjam buku teks sejarah. Woot woot pmr is in a month. Idontknow but i think everyone is happy cos its coming to an end. i am happy too HEHEHE.

Jari dah tak larat nak tekan keyboard. Hehh take care everyone.

Ya Allah, kau kuatkan lah semangatku dan kau tabahkan lah hatiku.