mary bryant

hello. 

mary bryant ?

sumpah movie ny best.

petang tdi aku tgk movie tu ngan mak aku.

kat channel hallmark.

3 jam punye cerita.

2 sampai 5.

and aku bagi bintang yg tk terkira,

cerita die SUMPAH BEST.

and true story kay !

dah lah melibatkan a girl umur 3 years old,

and a baby , 3 months camtu.

then something yg siyes bapakkk menyayat hati berlaku.

and aku plus mak aku banyak kali menangis tengok cerita tu.

paling sedih ending die.

my mu cried like hell.

even dah habis movie,die still nangis.

sampai kitorg sibs berkumpul pujuk die.

and my mum peluk erat2 adik aku yg baby tu.

aku yg tgk pun nges. adoi tk tahan tgk mak nges.

;(

seriously aku cadangkan korg tgk. 

nak tgk again but tk larat nk nges dah.

and ade few quotes yg aku suka.

Mary: I am no hero, and I have no ambition to be made into one. There are some in this court today who have tried to make me something that I am not. I am guilty as charged, as are the two men standing beside me. Not many of us transported can claim to be innocent - some are wicked, and deserve to be feared, but most are not. Most are men and women who risked their lives to feed themselves and their families. Guilty we may be, but worthless we are not. There are many like us in this country, and to transport us away is another country's gain, and this country's loss. Those that survive the harshness of the colonies are the true heroes. I tried to build a life amongst them, and would have been content to be their companion, but I stole away for the sake of my children, I could not see them starve. I have lost everything I hold dear to me, my husband, my children. So you can take my life, but these men- the courage they have should not be choked out of them.

mary is the heroin.

memang die berjaya lakonkan watak tu.

sumpah , i beg u ,

please tgk !

and if tk nges, korg tkder perasaan lah namenye.

Mary (to her daughter): You'll run under blue skies along a proud cliff top with the waves crashing below. You will walk with strong, proud people, and no matter what happens to you, you will never give up. Its in your blood.

p/s = that quote made me cry like hell.

emosional

huhu . yeapp.

being emosional for d past few days.

i mean, seriously emosional.

macam smalam an ,

something yg siyesly buat aku terasa telah berlaku.

dan telah membuat aku nges , lyke hell.

masa tu ahli family aku semua keluar ,

except aku and adik.

sebab dorang pegi herbalife meeting.

aku duduk umah jagaaa adekk. ( baik konon ;P )

then ,

masa aku tengah nangis tu ,

cepat2 call kakak aku.

entah tk taw knp , saluh aku tkut nak cite kat dia.

maybe sebab kitorg tk rapat kott.

but tergerak hati aku untuk menelefon kakak ku.

so aku call. and cite kat die.

dalam tangisan doee. haha tk leh belahh.

and dia cakap jgn nges. nasihat2 sume.

luckily , sumpah aku bersyukur and lega gilea ,

dia memahami aku.

and time tu ,

lagi lah aku nges. sebab ini lah yg aku nak.

since aku kecil. mimpi kakak ku menjadi org yg paling rapat.

dalam hidupku. ( oh after my mum kay ! )

then lepas tuh. call kak anis pulakk.

cite kat dia.

sambung nges lagi. entah emo gilea doee.

rase mcm budak2 pn ade.

tapi tk buleh tahan bile aku dah sakit hati. terasa. sedih sgt.

maybe ini opposite dulu kott.

dulu aku hyper gilaa. like tkde masalah.

MAHYUN lah katakan ;)

now kenalah ubah , masalah bertimbun.

air mata keluar senang jepp.

adoi. sembap mata ku.

tapi tkper.

maybe ade hikmah di sebalik kejadian.

maybe aku nak membesar kott.

tapi mcm ny ea ? merepek gilea aku ;P

and yeahh, honestly.

aku saluh terasa ngan kawan2 aku.

altho dorang perli siket2 pn, aku dah moody.

esp bile zie tk backup aku . itu bru rase like nk nges gilea.

haih.

oh and ,

aku harap aku akan stay rapat gilea ngan kakak aku .

mcm lately , sharing problems doee ;)

fun gilea. aku rase die syg aku. hee ;P

ouh !

hari ny sakit kepalaaa lagi .

masa sains pulakk. cikgu bagi formula ape tahh.

and sumpah tk masuk dalam otakk aku. tk taw kenapa.

maaf yah. tk buleh. tapi akan cuba lagy.

oh enough !

gtg.

tata.

;P

kutuk sikett

sory.busan tkder keje.

oh baru dpt taw.

guess ada dari korg yg kenal ainaa amirah,

budak myspace.

aku comment2 ngan dye tadi.

then dye kate dye ex azroy.

pastu aku tnye bila kapel suma. and why break.

dia kata :

May 6, 2009 9:38 PM

brape hri th , lupe , lps i tngok pic u dgn dye trus mnx break , HAHA
mmg pon dye tu , tamak sgt , ta rety slow² haha

May 6, 2009 9:45 PM

yep , HAHA
sdih ble tngok pic korang tuh , HAHA
tpy bnde na jdi na wt cm ne ,
tpy mmg lah dye kaki pompuan ,

haha. aku memang setuju dgn ainaa.

but siyes , aku tk taw die kapel ngan ainaa.

sian pulakk aku kat dye.

and this guy , 

memang siyes sangap pompuan doe. 

player gilea.

eyh. bukan ka aku tk nk kesah pasal dye da ?

haha ;P

oh and . sorry to everyone.

lately ny SUMPAH aku emo gilea bapakk.

tk taw kenapa doee.

cepat sgt terasa.

even benda simple . aku buleh nges.

so sorry lah if korang rimas ngan aku.

aku tk dapat buat apa2.

tapi akan cuba tahan untk nges. at least moody kott.

depends kay .

gtg. 

tata.

kena denda ;P

haha. 

mula belajar hari ny dgn subjek math.

haha pagi2 blajar subjek pening doe.

kinda excited nak mula belajar. 

coz fav subject kott ?

then harus diterapkan jalankerjajalankerja yg memeningkan ke dalam otakk.

sampai migrain. itulah aku. haha ;P 

after that supposedly subjek sivik.

but cikgu tk dtg so cik azlinah ganti.

kitorang buat kuiz sejarah.

everyone was like , ' aww cikkgu ! tknaktknatknak !! '

haridharan paling excited nak buat kuiz. haha.

kitorang dibahagi kpd 3 kumpulan.

aku kumpulan 1 . ;P

mula2 kumpulan kitorang agak high.

2nd place.

hari's group 1st.

then bile dah nak soalan last2,

kitorang tempat ketiga.

the last grup :(

results ,

kenaaa dendaa doee ! ;P

hahaa.

kena nyanyi lagu tradisional bm plus english depan kelas.

mula2 kitorang nyanyi lagu ABC ;)

then bob kata tu lagu moden.

* haha kejaaaam doe kau bob ! *

so kitorang nyanyi lagu ba ba black sheep 

kitorang nyanyi main2. then cikgu ugut,

if tk nyanyi betul2, kena buat atas pentas.

so kitorang nyanyi again but tukar lagu .

twinkie twinkie little starry ! ;)

siap dgn gaya lagi haha xD

and that time aku blushing like hell.

dah lah mase tu dah rehat.

so orang sume tgk. malu doee.

mase nak balik tempat duduk,

foong kata

' wey fatin pipi ko merah . haha padan muka ! '

tu lagy kejaaam !

;P

lepas rehat kemahiran hidup. 3 masa.

kitorang menjahit guna kain plus both benang hari ny.

and mesin tu buat hal lah pulakk ! erh.

nasib baik still lawa aku jahit.

haha perasan sekor2 xD

then science.

continue buat peka.

lepas tu balikkk.

oh kinda bad day jugakk lah hari ny.

kat sekulah pn moody jea.

and tgh merajuk dgn someone.

yg i know, dye tk akan kesah if aku merajuk pn.

yeahh ;(

gtg. 

along dah memekakk nk guna lappy.

adoi ! ;P

haha ;P

act tengah tidur tdi.

tetibe dpt call from zie. 

saying that azroy dah kapel ngan hidayah.

dorang tulis kat ms and letak gambar each other kat prof ms.

bukti an ;

May 3, 2009 6:10 PM

i love you so much ! :)

itu azroy bagi hidayah.

haha. betul larh cakap semua org.

mohammad azroy che samsor mmg seorang playboy.

haha aku jea tk sedar. tenkiu ea semua yg dah nasihatkan aku ! ;)

lelaki camtu biarkan jea,tk reti sabar,tk bleh tunggu.tkde guna ko layan laki camtu - norfarani ( kakak )

anti afiqah ariffin ?

td someone bagi aku url ny.

die cakap alia surf2 terjumpa link ny.

www.antifika.blogspot.com.

act,

aku,zie and adriana taw sape buat blog ny.

nampak sgt.

so kpd org tue.

tk patut lah weyh ko buat camtu.

biar larh die ngan hidup die.

adoi.

blog ny dah macam jadi  tempat korg kutuk2 org pulakk ea.

haih.

officially

hey .

update pendek jea.

cuma nak bagitau ,

aku dah officially breakup.

dgn mohammad azroy che samsor,

pada tarikh 29 april.

pada pukul 9.30 pm tepat.

haha.

;)

agakk sedih lah jugak.

but tk kesah dah skrg.

sbb taw tk ,

haha die kate die dah jumpa org lain.

well die ckp ade 2 calon.

azryn and hidayah.

dgn azryn uh,

dah mintk2 kiss.

haha biar lah die.

tkder kene mengena ngan aku dah.

aku suh focus kat pmr,die kate awek die lagi penting.

so tata lah jawabnye an.

tk smpai seminggu dah cari lain an.

superb doee. haha xp

aku stay single ;)

oh and ,

kinda lega dah break.

tkder lah berat otakk aku lagi.

rase bebas seyh. haha.

oh btw.

tenkiu kepada semua yg wish bday aku.

yg wish pada tarikh 29 april.

yg lambat pn tkper. tk kesah . 

as long as korang ingat.

:)

bday tahun ny tk happy sgt pn.

cuma paling membahagiakan aku,

malam tu dinner kat melaka ngan family rmai2.

1 complete family ! ;)

lame tk pegi dinner ramai2.

ayah kandung aku pn wish ! 

haha nasib baik die tk lupa .

kalau tk mesti aku nges.

mase die wish tu pn dah nak nges.

haha ;p

and ayah tiri aku belanja dinner. ferraro roche . and patung spongebob besaaar.

haha. tenkiutenkiu !

malam tu memang gembira sgt2 lah.

then balik memekak kat dalam bilik hotel !

1 bilik 4 org. aku share ngan sibs plus along.

parents and adik baby bilik lain.

mane kitorang tk memekak.

sume addicted to camera mase tu.

haha.

and next day tu,

ayah aku ade flight awal2 pagi.

so die pegi dulu.

kitorg checkout tgh hari nanty.

pagi tu mandi swimming pool mcm budakk kecik.

even adik aku yg baby pn angkut masuk pool budak2.

haha.

that time fun gilea ah !

even sibs aku dah tua bangka pn mandi skali.

haha.

then main terjun2 dalam kolam.

nasib baik tk de org lain mandi mase tu.

kalau tk buat malu xD

then balik hotel.

kemas2 and checkout.

pegi lunch and balik kampung.

haha.

kinda the bestest bday with family this year.

cuma tk best dgn kawan2.

haha.

dah2.

kate nk pendek jea.

ny bukn pendek.

haha tata ~!

but it's time to face the truth , i will never be with you - james blunt