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Friday, February 25, 2011

I love kids



kids nowadays :') Hahahahahaha.
I love winnie and harold's answer xD

Happy friday !

Salam :)

Hihi dah petang baru nak cakap Happy Friday. Um takpelah, Happy Evening Friday ! :D

Today was... um la vast. I dont know what does that mean so just create you own meaning, haha xD Anyways, surprisingly i was not sleepy during the History class. Its on the first and second period anyway.& boleh paham bab 3 :') Tapi baru je mula bab 3 so not going to be that happy much. Mana tau kang sangkut pulak kat tengah bab.

Did pmr past year questions for Geography.

Actually, im pretty excited that im taking Pmr this year. I havent sit for any big exam since Upsr, so this feeling of going to sit for big exam is kinda special and im going to enjoy this. Hahahaha blergh, lame. Anyways, test's in one week o.O I think im 70% ready. Gotta read more for KH, Science & History chapter 2 :/

OH OH OH. For the first time, makan nasi goreng kampung kat kantin tanpa air. I am so proud :') Eh wait tapi ada sekali minum air sirap zue sebab tak tahan pedas. Hahahahaha. Aku mana boleh makan pedas sangat woo, lagi lagi takde air kan kan, nanti habis mata hidung semua berair. Satgi orang ingat aku nangis, macam apa je -.-


Oh agama paling best :') Kitorang kena ambik wudhu' and pergi surau. Mula mula ingat ustad nak buat solat Duha, tapi tettt. salah salah. Ustad nak buat praktikal solat hajat. Tapi, kena buat betul betul. So kitorang semua jemaah ramai ramai :') Hihi macam ada satu feeling terharu tau. idontknow why. Sebabkan solat jemaah, so ustad suruh kitorang hajatkan benda yang sama. Ada yang sujud agak lama, lepas ustad dah habis pun dia tak habis lagi.

Then ustad explain sikit sikit pasal solat hajat. Paling best belajar dengan ustad amin sebab ada je new stories dia cerita yang berkaitan dengan tajuk yang sedang dibelajar :D

Rasanya belajar kat surau lagi segar daripada belajar kat kelas. Ustad ustad, kita tukar lah. jom belajar dekat surau je setiap kali waktu agama, hehe :D

Lepastu science sekejap and tak mengantuk jugak ! Wohoooooo. Bila dah balik, kelam kabut pergi bilik guru sebab nak jumpa cikgu Md. Shah, nak ambik magazine sekolah untuk fawwaz. Fawwaz, insyaAllah kalau saya datang esok saya bawak ye :D Haha setiap kali call dia suruh bawak, rindu sangat tu dekat BRP :')



Hahaha okay sekarang nak pi makan. Eh nak tengok tv lah. Eh nak tidur kot. Wait, perut lapar lagi ni. Hahahahaha screw everything, toodles ! xx





fawwaz fawwaz i miss you so much :'(

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Oh well,

Salam (:

Just woke up from my evening sleep * yawn. Jarang okay aku tidur petang, hari ni memang super tired -____-"

Hari ni dah lah bangun lambat gila -.- Aku sempat dengar alarm sound yang fawwaz tinggalkan before dia pergi asrama few times. Bila agak agak dah segar sikit, baru kelam kabut bersiap siap, hihi. Lepastu tengok pulak langit mendung je, macam nak hujan. So chilling lah siap lambat lambat.

Sekali pukul 7.15 baru nak kelam kabut pakai tudung. Nasib baik mama so naaais wanna send me, kalau tak T___T Eceh masuk sekolah muka cool je budak budak tengok daripada kelas, dah lah takde perhimpunan kan.

AAAA nak cerita pasal seni je sebab subjects lain semua normal, haha. Nak tahu tak nak tahu tak. Kalau taknak close blog ni sekarang ! :p Eceh chill chill. Um aku rasa tangan aku dah tak sekayu dulu ! Wohooooooo. Boleh dapat award sebab ada improvement tak ? Muahaha.

Tadi kena lukis satu iklan simpang ke apa benda tah. But you have to draw a vehicle and its up to you what you want to draw on that vehicle. but must be promoting something kan kan. Aku lukis kapal terbang lepastu iklan Cadbury bertempek kat badan kapal terbang tu. OH PATUTLAH AKU ASYIK RASA NAK MAKAN COKLAT JE T____T Hihi

Lepastu subjects lain macam biasa blabla. OH I CRIED DURING MATHS T____T Sebab apa ? I missed few subtopics about Indices that we are still trying to understand and poof, i dont understand a single thing. I kept questioning the questions. So end up crying sebab tak paham. Dah la fawwaz is not around to teach me like he used to.

Heh. This is so frustrating.

Harini takde prep or koko so balik rumah awal. Mokcik haziqah tumpang till 5. Kitorang balik, solat makan the boom, tidur zzzzz. Nikmat wooo, dah lah hujan kan petang tadi. Alhamdulillah :')

K sekarang nak pi carik makanan, taktahu kenapa harini macam starving gila. Perut perut, macam mana nak kempis ni ? T__T




fatin : haziqah, apa kata aku lukis muka aku lepastu aku tulis ' Fatin Comel '. Okay what, semua orang boleh nampak kat langit sebab kapal terbang xD
haziqah : haa suka hati kau lah. Orang bukan taknak naik, pandang pun taknak.


Bestfriend

Sunday, February 20, 2011

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Messed up

Salam.


I dont think i can do this. Things are so messed up. The world is turning upside down. I am pretending about everything. I screw things up. I hurt people's feelings. Fml

Im having hard moments here and it is quite, scratch that. It is so hard to go through this alone, without fawwaz by my side. He used to be there whenever i need someone to talk to. He'll be there to comfort me in times like this. Where are you ? :/

Obviously, i do have girlfriends. But definitely, they are busy with their own boys. They wont be there always to listen to my stuff. They have life to live.

I am so selfish. I dont think about everyone else. When will I learn that the world is not only about me ?

I didnt mean to hurt your feelings. I didnt mean to act that way. I was tired, effing tired. I had hard times, and it gets harder going through it without you with me. I needed someone to talk to, you werent there. Im not blaming you, it wasnt your fault. It was mine, i shoudnt have said that. I shoudnt have let you know what is going on. I should just keep quiet and be happy. So that you know, im perfectly fine.

But i failed ! I cant handle this on my own, i thought i could. I failed honey, i failed. I am truly sorry, for not understanding you. I am truly sorry, for being selfish.





what a hectic day and an emosional night. Sorry for being emo, readers. leave if you want. xx

Friday, February 18, 2011

ROFL


THIS MADE MY DAY ! HAHAHAHAHAHA :D

Amagaaaaad !

Salam :)



THIS


OR THIS



For birthdaaaaaay. Pretty please, anyone ? D: Am so in love with the purple colour ! Sorry blue, had to reject you because im falling in love at first sight with the purple. Dont worry, i still want you, hihi.

Anyoneeeeeeeeee ?


Ceh berangan je fatin, too much to ask for your birthday, idiot.