The new kid

Salam (:

Okay gila lama tk update. I'm so sorry! Been very busy, very very very busy. With school & homeworks & feelings & hard situations & people around & everything.

So um, it was yesterday when we had our new classmate, a guy from 3K. Lets just call him N, dont really want to blurt out his identity. So basically, RK1, RK2 & KAA had new kids in their class. These guys are in some kind of long detention, so they were separated and located in different classes.

N is a nice guy, indeed. In a sense that, he is very quiet in class. He dont talk, at all. Unless he is needed. He's sitting in the front row, infront of my row. So boleh nampak dia easily, and dia takde pernah buat kecoh dalam kelas pun, langsung. Okay mana lah tahu kan maybe he will one day but for now, he's a nice kid.

Oh yeah lupa nak mention, dorang akan stay kat kelas masing masing sampailah dipanggil semula balik ke kelas original. So kalau tk dipanggil, sampai hujung tahun lah kelas ni je. Okay this might sound weird, but i would like them to stay in their classes. I mean, the classes they are located in. Because somehow, if they are in our class, they wont act the same attitude like they used to. Somehow, they'll change.

& thats like a good start. Since they're having pmr & it might concern them as much as we do, so lets just give them a chance to live a better life. Maybe dah masuk kelas kitorang, dorang akan lebih rajin or somehow terikut dengan kitorang punya way of learning. Not to say other classes besides RK & KAA are not good, just that we have different way of learning. I dont know how to explain. I'm not insulting other classes, please dont get offended.

But we cant be over friendly with these kids because they might feel like as if it is okay to get noisy with us & they might tell the discipline teacher that just put them anywhere, they'll survive because we're the same as them. Some sorta way, thats quite true. But we just have to control ourselves & stop acting like wild monkeys hihi.

Well this N guy is not gauche, he's humble, pretty much quiet & shy. So kitorang macam kena lebih banyak bercakap dengan dia about studies & help him in his studies. Make sure he can cope well with new surrounding & he's not left behind. Well, cant really say much since it has only been 2 days.

But, RK1 students from 3K is quite..... hahaha im not going to say those words. These guys have been driving Muslihah & Anis & some of the RK1 girls crazy. Chances of getting high blood pressure much more faster, kan ? Hahaha. & the boys from RK1 are more noisy than usual - with the presence of these new guys. Hahaha aint commenting bout that, let them handle their class.

So in a way, i just hope that we can help them & somehow change them to be a better person, be friends and stuff :) We're in the same boat anyway, fighting till the end for PMR ^_^

Meninggal Dunia

Salam.

Petang tadi dapat message dari Sheera Adam, dia cakap ada budak pendidikan khas meninggal dunia sebab kemalangan motor. Terus sedekahkan Al-Fatihah & buat macam biasa je.

Tapi petang sikit tu bila online, tengok semua orang macam kecoh kecoh pasal kemalangan tu. Setelah refer dari satu orang ke satu orang, rupa-rupanya bukan budak pendidikan khas yang meninggal dunia. Tapi... budak form 3, sama baya dengan aku, kelas 3 Ehsan.

Terus tersentak. Terkedu. Tergamam. Langsung tk sangka, tk percaya...

Dorang kata teruk, kemalangan motor. Ada dengar cerita pulak crash 3 motor sekali. & dorang yang nampak tadi cakap, mak dia ada kat tempat kejadian, tengah menangis teresak-esak...

Lagi aku tersentak. Macam mana agaknya perasaan mak dia ? Tiba tiba hilang anak tersayang dalam sekelip mata ? Agaknya apa moments terakhir dorang ? Ada tak anything yang arwah atau ibu menyesal tk sempat buat atau ucapkan ? Ada tak pesanan terakhir arwah buat orang orang tersayang sekeliling dia ? Apa perasaan arwah sebelum meninggal - dia dalam keadaan bahagia atau marah ? Apa harapan arwah ?

Ya Allah... Semua tu datang dalam minda aku. Semua sekali dalam satu masa.. Terus aku rasa takut & sedih. Rasa sedih sangat, walaupun aku tk berapa kenal arwah tapi arwah sama baya dengan aku. Aku rasa kehilangan seorang teman untuk berjuang dalam PMR tahun ni.. Ya Allah..

Biarlah identiti arwah dirahsiakan, untuk kebaikan semua.. Semoga arwah ditempatkan di kalangan orang orang yang beriman. Takziah buat keluarga arwah. InsyaAllah kalau takde apa aral, mungkin pergi tahlil rumah arwah esok.. Al-fatihah.

p/s : im feeling exactly the same feeling masa arwah nublan meninggal 2 tahun lepas, Ya Allah :'(

Football under eighteen

Puan Baizura : * giving work to the class *

Fatin, zie & mariam : * watching the football game *

Puan Baizura : Eh! Pandang sini, dengar saya dulu. Tak aci. Kalau nak tengok bola, kena tengok sama sama. I pun nak tengok.

Class : HAHAHAHAAHAHA.

Puan Baizura ♥

It's Friday

Salam (:

It's Fridaaaaaay! Nu'uh, i aint singing the friday song, haha. Friday people, the last day of schooling for the week (Y) Maigod, best feeling ever when it's friday.

Datang sekolah lari lari sebab keluar rumah pukul 7.25, sumpah cuak takut kena tahan sebab lambat pergi perhimpunan. Bila dah sampai sekolah, tengok semua pengawas lek je, muka tk kesah. Aku pun masuk jela dalam barisan, hihi. Gentle.

Sejarah - presentation. Geografi - folio. Boringggggggg :S

Maigod, PJ IS THE BEST (Y) Lari satu round dengan hajar, then join those peeps main bola tampar. Tk main sangat pun sebab tk reti actually, hihi. Tetiba Wai Boon ( okay tk sure eja nama dia o.O ) datang join kitorang main bola. Kitorang yang mula mula kacau dia, lepas tu dia macam datang kat kitorang. So kitorang pun main jelah dengan dia, hihi.

Ramai jugak budak budak pandang dari kelas. Rasanya dorang macam pelik kot, sebab maybe dorang takut dengan wai boon ? :B Tehehe kitorang tk takut pun, lagi suka kacau ada lah. Dia comel wooooh ! Masa main bola tampar tadi pun ada acah acah nak baling kat kitorang, lepas tu asyik aim aku je sampai aku tk boleh duduk diam, dia asyik nak baling bola haha.

Lepas rehat, Sains. Fuuuuuuh topic best people, topic best (Y) Teacher cerita macam mana nak ikat tube where the fertilisation occurs. Lepastu teacher cerita yang teacher pun ikat, & cerita kawan kawan teacher ada yang ikat tapi boleh mengandung jugak hahaha shoo cute. Eh teacher banyak pulak kan cerita bila masuk bab ni ? Hihi.

Oh ohhhh ada satu tu cerita teacher best (Y)

Teacher annie : Ada satu doktor ni pergi area kampung. Bila dia sampai ah, dia tengok situ kampung banyak anak! Lepastu dia pergi tanya, kenapa ramai sangat anak? Takde buat perancangan keluarga ka? Orang situ cakap, macam mana nak rancang? Lepastu doktor tu cakap, gunalah kondom! Ini saya ada bawak kondom untuk kamu semua. Lepastu kan, itu orang kampung cakap macam mana mahu guna ini kondom? Doktor tu pun susah hati tau, macam mana pulak mau tunjuk macam mana nak guna kan?

Class : Hahahahaha. Then dia buat mcm mana teacher ?

Teacher annie : Lepastu itu doktor tunjuk, kamu letak itu kondom ini macam * letak ibu jari dalam kondom *. Lepas dua tahun kan, itu doktor mari balik kampung itu tau. Lepastu dia tengok, makin ramai diorang punya anak!! Doktor tanya lah penduduk situ, kamu takde guna itu kondom saya bagi ka ? Penduduk tu kata, ada! semua sudah habis kami gunakan. Lepastu doktor tu pelik & dia tanya lah, habis kenapa ramai jugak anak? macam mana kamu guna? Penduduk tu pun cakap, macam ini lah * masukkan jari dalam kondom *

Class : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Sumpah aku gelak gila kuat! Memang kitorang gelak sampai ketuk ketuk meja, serious shit tk boleh tengok xD Dah la kalau teacher cerita, ekspresi muka penuh feeling woo! Chapter ni best bukan sebab reproduction ke apa ke, tapi sebab teacher mengajar and cerita-cerita teacher xD

Okay sampai sekarang mesti gelak kalau ingat balik. Hahahahaha.

Balik singgah koperasi kejap, beli baju sukan. Then duduk kat luar dengan zie & kaklong, baru balik rumah.

Best gila hari ni (Y) Simple, sekejap & takde drama. Ya Allah, kan best kalau hari hari macam ni. Hihi. Till then, xx.

When it's time to at least feel a little bit of happiness

Salam (:

Hari ni hari Selasa. Saya tk suka hari selasa. Nak tahu kenapa tak ? Okay wait so cheesy, i hate it.

So anyways, we started our day with Civics. Semua orang macam dah kecoh kecoh menyanyi lagu bencana masing masing, because we're supposed to create a song, pick any song and change the lyrics according to your group. My group got Tsunami -.- & we have to sing the song we edited infront of the class. I didn't edit any song, i chose to write poem. Easier much ? Lagipun merepek gila hihi. Tengah tengah excited tiba tiba dorang cakap mummy tk datang. The whole class shouted because it's the time to mess things up! Wait, don't any of you readers go & report this or else, hihi.

So eventually, we sit in the class doing nothing. Some of us including me, watched the football tournament from our class. Lucky indeed to have upper class :D Eventhough i complain mostly everyday about how tired i get to climb up those stairs every single morning. In addition of the morning breeze, not regretting it at all (Y)

The first game was our school against Bandar Baru, i guess ? We didn't managed to watch till the end because it's time for Science lab. Semua malas malas nak gerak sebab nak tengok bola, ehe. Sampai lab pulak teacher lambat masuk so semua complain tk dapat tengok bola & stuff -.- I didn't feel very sleepy as i used to in lab today! Becaaaaause, it's time for pregnancy stage ^_^ I love babies hihi.

But after hearing all the complications during giving birth, i highly doubt about getting pregnant. Puan Annie told us that there are times when the foetus don't want to turn their head upside down, the doctor still going to take the chances of pulling the baby out - the baby maybe will get stuck or somehow having complications of pulling the baby out.

Or even if you managed to pull the baby out, but the umbilical cord is stuck in there & don't want to come out, the mother can die :O So the doctor just might have to pull out the umbilical cord or have to do operation just to take out the umbilical cord :O Triple this :O with thousand.

So the mother have to bear the pain of having the normal birth baby, & if they can't pull out the umbilical cord, the mother have to bear the pain of the operation. Thats two in one, honey. Amagaaad.

Had recess but didn't eat. Told you, i dont have appetite in almost - everything.

Math after recess. Some exercises and i get confused during the whole period. Heh heh, that means lots of exercises for me to do.

English is the best - Puan Baizura (Y) We had to do oral according to groups so since my group is the last group, i don't really have to worry much hihi. But still, i havent cover up all those points D: So during oral presentation, some of us ( including me again, hihi ) were sitting at the corner to watch the football match. This time, it was against Kepong if im not mistaken.

Kitorang tk fokus dekat oral presentation sangat kot xD Ada lah macam sikit sikit bagi perhatian sebab kang kena aim pulak kalau tk bagi perhatian, hihi. & we were focusing more on the games obviously. Suddenly someone scored a goal ! Awang & I shouted GOAL loudly without noticing a group is presenting their oral infront of the class xD Semua orang macam terkejut gila, termasuk cikgu. Lepas tu kitorang gelak gila gila sebab macam spontan gila terus jerit gol, puan baizura pun geleng kepala sebab terkejut xD

Serious, best moment of the day (Y)

Had bm for the last period. Cikgu Noraisah pergi kursus ke meeting, so kena salin karangan yang berapa perenggan entah, tapi serious panjang gila sampai nak tercabut jari T____T

Had no cocurriculum for today so went home as usual. Had a good and long nap (Y) It was nice but i woke up crying, not worth telling. Had dinner at Yop Sate & bought durians on our way home. So sekarang rumah berbau durian, sangat pening T_T

I can't sleep now so i'm going to finish my points for oral. Till then, xx.

Why so fast ?

Salam.

AAAAAAAAA 4 April dah ? Okay, cepat gila. Rasa macam baru semalam curious and tk percaya everyone sebab April Fool, hihi.

January is still my favourite so far. First month of school, lesser homeworks, easy topics on every subjects & with fawwaz beside, at anytime. Maigod, missing him :/ It's okay, i'm still moving on :)

Soooo it's Monday, third week of schooling after school break on February. 7 more weeks till mid year holiday people ! (Y) I'm counting days y'know, & i do realise time is flying so fast that i can't even catch my breath. We're feeling the tense, 6 more months to go. Kejap je lagi people, sangat sekejap. & i'm still here updating blog, i'm so lifeless hihi.

Life's been.... good so far. I can still cope with things and studies and personal stuff. Recent weekend was such a hectic one, physically and emosionally. Thank God its over! Not hoping that stuff to come back, at all. Not updating much, got folioS to finish. Half way done for geografi, havent start at all for Sejarah & Kemahiran Hidup D:

I dont know how to do my kerja kursus for KH, got drawings to finish & i suck very much at drawings. Well aint that bad, but you can still consider it as bad. Don't mind me, folios virus.

Am currently finishing my Geografi folio, listening to 90's songs, twitting, facebook-ing, tumblr-ing & blogging. My everyday addictions, muah muah xx.

I lost my appetite lately, i'm not addicted to chocolates & nasi lemak ayam acik kantin D: & thats terrible ! Dah berapa hari tk makan nasi, poyo tekak orang barat eh fatin ? Hihi. But i don't think i'm losing weight, thats another terrible thing.

Hihi it's okay, i dont mind being fat or be called fat or chubby or stuff, because you know what ? When people are trying to bring you down, that only means they're below you. So why bother ? Stay happy and stay pretty hihi xx. If eating makes me happy, why should I stop ? It's like abandoning people you love so much, hard to resist aint it ? Food ftw ! :D

Okay i'm talking bout foods and i don't feel hungry at all. Weird, hehe.

Okay people, gotta leave. Folio (Y) & fawwaz is going to call shortly. Nak debate dengan dia malam ni lepas tu gelak kuat kuat sampai semua orang marah (Y) Hihi lama tk buat macam tu okay. Paling best debate masa makan nasi lemak ayam acik kantin, dia akan curi timun & ayam, and aku akan curi telur and kacang dari nasi lemak dia. Lepastu mula lah berebut-rebut, so budak budak kan (Y) Okay stop it, pergi cari baldi please xD

By the way,

Forever this song, forever :')

till then, xx !

Please Be Good

Thanks, i love you. xx